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Advice for a meth addict facing prison
luve
piphany |
Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Something that hasn't
been discussed here lately is how a meth addict who has been
broken and busted and put in their place by the powers that be,
FEELS. So, the dirty deeds have been done, the pain all
dispensed, the dope's all gone and the addict is looking at
prison. What do they feel? What wisdom could be passed on to the
broken and fearful soul that was woken up from the nightmare. No
sympathy here-empathy please. All judgment aside, the blame game
is dead, the anger put away, hope for the understanding that
what will be will be.
I don't believe in my heart for one second that prison is the
place for meth addicts, but what is-IS. Reality is sinking in,
the fighting it is done and surrender is here. gotta love em
wherever they're at...but I can only trust God to put the
messages here, because I've asked. I believe there are messages
of wisdom, strength and experience to help the one towards using
prison time to begin recovery. You addicts know the fear and you
know the remedy. I know there are the few, the proud, (NOT THE
MARINES) the....recovering meth addicts who did use prison time
to begin recovery.
Prison Fellowship gives very real and kind preparation tips, the
seasoned addicts tell a bit of their war stories (but they are
still addicts-not great wisdom coming from them), and I give the
words I hear in my heart from my God, but I know there is more.
More support for the hurting and shamed child broken by meth
from those who have also been broken and have rebuilt, healed,
come out into the light.
I am seeing the acceptance mixed with a face full of fear. The
ears and heart are opening. |
Replies... |
danimal
55 |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
NA.org
click on H&I [hospitals and institutions]
Locked up beats the hell out of covered up! |
vctry7 |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Sometimes
prison is the better alternative. If you have someone that is
dying, refuses rehab, and is a danger to themselves and others,
it is the best option. IMO
Here is something you might be interested in:
www.legis.nd.gov/assembly.../79288.pdf
Came back to add:
Luvepiphany, I don't know if there is anything to say to make
someone that is going to prison feel better, especially someone
coming off of meth. My sis-in-law is facing prison again (she
has been twice). She said she would kill herself is she had to
go back. My husband tried to tell her if she would just go and
not run she would only serve a year. He tried to tell her she
breezed through the first two times, she would be okay this
time, too. He tried to tell her it would be a chance to start
over and to get healthy again. He even tried to tell her that
maybe she would be able to help the other young girls (first
timers) in there that are scared to death.
Nothing he said to her mattered. She is determined to avoid
prison at all costs to herself and everyone else. All he could
do was tell her he loved her and would pray for her. I think
that was the best thing he could've said. My husband has been to
prison. He said he knew there was nothing he could say to her
that would make her feel better about going, but he tried.
I think you have a lot of love in your heart to be trying. |
hussie
dors |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
I feel
that the meth addict who has ended up in prison...has hit there
rock bottom... perhaps not by choice .They are about as low as
you can get... so the only way now is up... In my opinion this
is the addicts chance for a new start...whether they continue
with there recovery when they get out of prison...well your
guess is as good as mine. But i firmly believe that this is a
chance in a lifetime for them. It has been taken out of there
hands...and perhaps put into Gods hands...What they do with that
is up to them. We can only hope for the best. |
Allnite
long1 |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Not much
can be said, when your in custody waiting to be sentenced! But
once you're sentenced and on your way, all you can think about
is, "OK my long journey has just begun" Once there
you either adapt to your surroundings and get with the program
or your going to be in a long sad haul! You learn to do the
time, and not let the time do you !! |
luve
piphany |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Wow vctry,
that was a fascinating site-I never knew they had already
developed my idea...I do wish meth prisons were in all the
states. I will have to do some more research on this somehow. If
you know of more links, I'm all eyes.
I will say it again, "All judgment aside-looking into the face
filled with acceptance and fear" There is not much left of the
wanting to run and hide or manipulate the system or find another
way out for this addict. This is not about me right now. This
request for wisdom is for the addict still suffering who is
lost. Yes, the NA meetings are there-time is short and this
isn't about trying to start his program for him, or tell him
what he already has accepted...it's just a request for
experience, strength and hope. There aren't pre-prison support
groups around here that I know of...at least no one has offered
any meeting lists... |
chris
gonz |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
I don't
think meth manufacturers ought to be on the same list as sex
offenders.
I just don't believe the two belong in the same category.
(Comment to the above link)
I also believe dealers and addicts should be held accountable
for their actions. They were bold enough to live in the drug
world... prison is a part of that world.
Sorry not to be more sympathetic... I've been to prison for my
actions too. I learned a lot from my experience. The biggest
lesson... I don't EVER want to go back!!! |
Naiev
Newly
wed |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Quote:
Sometimes prison is the better
alternative. If you have someone that is dying, refuses
rehab, and is a danger to themselves and others, it is the
best option.
Took the words right out of my mouth.
Again - someone very dear to me reminded me:
"I often visit my husband in prison wishing I hadn't turned him
in. But it's better than the alternative - visiting his
gravesite wishing I had."
Edited to add this site: Prison Talk - Drug & Alcohol Treatment & Rehabilitation
This site is for those whose lives have been touched by
addiction to drugs, alcohol or otherwise. For addicts and those
who care about them.
This site has helped me a lot as this sub forum is particularly
for those whose addicts are in prison and what they experience |
ZJeff |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
I was that addict. prison
was the best thing that could have happened to me. I really
think it was the only way I would have ever got clean.
Everyone's bottom is different. Prison does seem pretty low, but
I know many who do the time and go right back out. Very sad, but
true. Jails, instructions, and....death. |
sdm
sanjose |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
One of my son's friends
who lived with us for a while came to see me last month. He had
finished his 2.5 years in prison (Arizona and Oklahoma). He was
caught with a dirty UA for the umpteenth time because he was
doing meth with my son and that is what put him in prison.
I wrote to Don while he was in prison and he told me in his
letters and again in person last month. You have a very good
chance of not getting hurt if you respect others and do not join
gangs. He said the hype on TV about the extreme violence is over
dramatized at least in the two prisons he was in. He never had a
real problem in 2.5 years.
He also said that you have programs to improve yourself if you
want them. Don is trained as a carpenter and received some
education. When Don saw me he gave me a big hug. As we talked I
could see that all traces of smirkness were gone and a very
quite and sincere Don was evident.
Don is going to Colorado where some of his family is to start a
new life and will be away from all the triggers here in
Southern Arizona. When his ride had arrived and he had to go he
gave me another hug and would not let go with his fingers
digging into my back. He was trembling a little and talking deep
breaths. He is capable of good emotions and has a
grateful attitude. I know this young man very well and the Don
that came out of prison was a better Don than before he went in. |
luve
piphany |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Thank you.
Naieve, thank you for the website. I'm thankfully past the "thow
em in and throw away the key" he ruined everything anger... I
talked in my AlAnon meeting tonight on the 5th Tradition....we
learn to have understanding and compassion for the
alcoholic/addict and the families of alcoholics/addicts. Through
this site and my meetings I have gained a huge amount of
compassion and empathy for the addict-both recovering and
using-in treatment, on the streets or in prison-just human
beings all. With this compassion and empathy, I am healthier and
more at peace.
Stan, thank you so. I know you have been preparing for the
possibility, inevitability and maybe hope that your son will be
stopped if he can't stop himself. I understand and I get
strength and hope from that understanding. Just the act of
passing on your story of your son's friend is proof that there
is a reason for some of your pain. I hope you know what I mean.
I have been able to share some experience strength and hope from
people here and NA meetings with my addict friend and I know
that he is grateful underneath that scared hopeless curtain over
his heart. You have been of Service.
By the way, at the first NA meeting I went to 3 months ago, I
was first greeted by and sat next to a guy who was in San
Quentin in '69, kicked heroin in '72 and was an NA speaker in
the hospitals& institutions program and without knowing a thing
about me, proceeded to tell me his testimony and how much he got
out of his service-how that kept him clean & sober. He believes
there is a great need to support the addict still suffering
especially in preparing to go to prison. I didn't get his number
and he went across country on his motorcycle but I got his
message and I know that meeting him was a God thing... |
chris
gonz |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Quote:
He believes there is a great need to
support the addict still suffering especially in preparing
to go to prison.
Ok... I don't understand this part.
How do you mean suffering???
I thought you meant still using. So, I'm not seeing how someone
who is getting ready to go to prison needs support on staying
clean. I mean drugs are WAY harder to get in prison.
If you mean suffering, as in WHY we use....
finding ourselves and loving ourselves is a very long process.
So, I mean when you break the law, every time, the addict KNOWS
prison is a possibility. Or did they NOT know that???
I feel the people LEFT BEHIND when one does time do 'time'
themselves. I know it was harder on my kids me being in prison
than it was on me. They should have a program for that.
Ok.. I'll wait till you clarify what you mean by suffering
before I go further... or not, should you choose not to respond.
I just don't understand who the 'help' is going out to.
I know a lot of addicts who've done time and come out and stayed
clean. One chairs meetings in prison. I also know some addicts
who fall right back into old behaviors as soon as they're
released.... recidivism.
When an addict goes in, they're usually coming down.. hard.
Then, yes... the reality of being locked up is hard and too-boot
the addict is sick. Is that the preparation you're talking
about???
Unless, he's turning himself in... I had to do that. That
sucked, so maybe that's what you're talking about.
An addict with some clean time and having to turn themselves in.
Yes, that would be hard. The realization that your life is clean
and facing the legal consequences of our actions. That's a rough
reality check.
I opted NOT to have my kids visit. I didn't want them seeing
that type of living going on. I sent my kids to live with a
friend that I completely trusted. I sold my material things so I
could send them money, collect calls are expensive and is
food and clothing.
The worst thing for me was getting my freedom taken away. Not
being able to routine at my pace or with my desires.
The worst thing after leaving was having the 'title' of felon
and trying to find meaningful employment. That and loosing my
civil rights.
I can get my rights reinstated with a huge chunk of change...
I'll work on that after my youngest is 16.
For employment, I've had to keep myself competitive in the
market making my skills and past employments over-ride the
convictions or be an independent contractor. A business license
is affordable.
Much luck and peace with your situation, |
luve
piphany |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Oh my gosh, I just wrote
for 15 minutes and somehow it all got erased-deleted-poof!
Chris-I will write again later.
nothing like heartfelt words being deleted-sucks
Yes Chris, I mean the
addict suffering-still using out on bail (by those special pals
that want to keep em down) because they don't know how to stop
but know they want to but in that contemplation stage and
acceptance stage and crippled FEAR stage. I don't believe anyone
got clean overnight and recovery is for life. The guy that knows
he has to die unto himself with a messed up brain that can't
quite figure out what the next step to take and no one is
offering a hand-at least not one right in front of him except
the user pals who are just as messed up and who knows God is
with him but is still hearing the meth lies even when clean for
a few days, that tell him maybe dying would be a better escape
than living. A guy that doesn't have any ex convict success stories
in his mind-just sees the ones who were there and are back out
working on going in again-no experience strength and hope that
he can live without meth and walk through the fires he built and
build a new life. I could counsel till I'm blue in the face with
all the success stories, but I haven't lived it and it's not my
place.
I don't believe it is fair to send any meth addict or person who
exhibits brain damage and emotional deadness into a place with
no hope of a light and only the understanding that life is over.
Yes, I believe that God is watching him as well as me. There are
no clear cut reasons as to why prison is a bottom for some and
not for others but there is a lot of evidence that the whole
system in punishing meth addicts is not what it could be and can
be improved. For one, the secrecy of the disease and the stigma
keeps many a meth addict isolated-I know many an addict who is
sick and doesn't comprehend a whole lot of the world around
them-and the world around them doesn't comprehend much of them.
Disabled is what comes to mind-one word-disabled-doesn't matter
what made them that way, they are still disabled and deserve
help from those who are stronger-more able. We can let it be as
it is-which is what I have to do to continue in my own recovery
or if strong enough, we can reach out to the disabled.
From what I have learned so far, there are many things that can
be done to better the chances of an addict's success to work a
program of recovery in prison. It takes great compassion and
humility for someone who has been there to reach out in service
and spread some of that wisdom-experience strength and hope.
Thank you all for your thoughts-courage to have understanding
and encouragement for the addict who is still suffering. |
nine
years
clean |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
I've lived it, and
survived it.
However, I was clean 6 months by the time I got locked up.
Did a year in the California State Penitentiary behind meth. |
luve
piphany |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
niner, I've taken in so
much of what you have written and used it as a foundation of my
understanding. I didn't know that you were 6 months clean before
you went in but I think I sensed it as when you write of your
time in, you have so much more of a positive sound to it and I
bet things were probably a lot uglier 11 years ago (see, I know
you're a tenner almost an elevener). You must have been kind of
lonely in there compared to how many meth addicts are in prisons
now. I wonder if in a way, it was a good thing that you were one
of the first on your block to go to prison for meth shyt (I have
read your story), as general society is pretty hardened these
days on meth addicts since they seem to hurt a lot more people
in more places.
So, see, yours is a success story (at least to me) and I have
passed on some of your strength and experience to my addict-I've
watched it lessen his fear of walking through. |
chris
gonz |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
I hear you on feeling the
addict is in the wrong place.
My friend flipped out mentally... she burned her sister's house
down trying to make a bird come into the living room that she
swore was talking to her.
She did 4 years in a mental hospital. She came back a very
peaceful person. Maybe your friend can see if he fits into that
capacity to do his time.
Read James 5:13 and further down. Maybe that might give him some
peace.
He really needs to quit using before he surrenders himself... it
would be much easier on him around friends than staff and
inmates.
Lots and lots of inmates are just trying to get their time done.
If he gets involve in church and stuff that's positive, his time
won't be so hard.
We will be MUCH harder kicking behind bars. You have to request
help, then wait for it. Sorry, there's just not mass sympathy
for inmates... probably because the courts are literally flooded
with drug cases.
Much luck and peace in your situation. |
nine
years
clean |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Quote:
You must have been kind of lonely in
there compared to how many meth addicts are in prisons now
Actually, most of the women I met were in
there because of meth or heroin. And yes, most of them got clean
when they started doing their time in jail or prison.
That was hard to watch, because in them, I saw me.
Many of the women I met told me that they weren't "arrested",
they were "rescued"; they said because they knew if they weren't
locked up, they'd probably be dead.
Prison was hard for me because I'm not from the streets. It's a
whole different world, with it's own language, and it's own set
of rules.
I stayed close to God the entire time, and He stayed close to
me. I find it amazing that I survived it, to be honest. |
luve
piphany |
Re: Advice for a meth addict facing prison
Thanks Chris, another
thing I can pass on-VERY important for him to hear these bits of
wisdom from the been there and done that's (not that that's all
you are. I suggested kindly a mental health evaluation
right after his arrest knowing that someone with professional
accreditation or clout needs to speak for him...I've watched
some silly court sessions where an addict who was clearly out of
their mind tried to speak for themselves standing next to their
Pub defender....the judge had nothing else to do but sentence
away...the family was probably so sick and tired and the pub
defenders are so overworked and so off to prison without a tool
in the toolbox.
Lawyers used to be called counselors...now they have such
complicated jobs that they don't seem to have much time to be
counselors.
This meth shyt is trying on everyone and I have a lot of empathy
even for the guards in the jails who have to put up with the
mental cases... |
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