| itsmedave |
Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
top 5 things I don't do anymore
when I was using Meth:
# 5 : Trips to Walmart at 4:00AM.
# 4 : Re-organizing closet every month.
# 3 : Spending hours at Home Depot looking at everything I need
for future projects.
# 2 : Washing car and doing oil changes at 11:00PM.(in the
rain).
# 1 : Checking nose at every mirror for white doughnuts !!!
93 days clean ! |
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forget
suzette |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1.speed
2.benadryl (for hives)
3.search for missing items endlessly, as the "undead" walking
the earth in limbo until the spell lifts.
4.make my mother cry
5.ignore what God's suzie tells me. |
| Lisa |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. Laugh
2. Clean the house
3. Go anywhere
4. Have sex
5. Pick my face
That's four negatives and one positive.
What's wrong with this picture, folks?
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| chrisgonz |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. operate a call-girl
service, I mean a massage service.
2. slam in the tub.
3. see shadow people.
4. tweak
5. nod |
| bubbington |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1.Meth
2.Hide my dope from wife and forget where I hid it
3.say that I'll be there in 5 minutes and arrive 2 days later
4.Fix things that don't need fixing to make them better
5.Time in the montana state prison for relapsing |
| k8kanguru |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
Ratbag sez:
1. Lie and cheat.
2. Start numerous projects that never get finished.
3. Look in the mirror and see a skin-wrapped skeleton.
4. Put all my money up my arm.
5. Constantly tell myself: "This is the last time I'm buying
this shyte." |
| imlostinky |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1.dishes at 3 a.m.
2.stay too busy to have sex
3.scrub baseboards with toothbrushes
4.lock myself in the bathroom for an hour
5.blow off my kids- I actually hear what they have to say.
Congrats to you Dave- glad you got rid of the bullsh!t.
Although going to Walmart at 4 a.m. is pretty cool- no lines
LOL! |
| TnSkye |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
Funny you should start
this today.
After not seeing our daughter for 2 weeks, her daddy acted very
odd and I laughed silently at him several times thinking that
these would make nice additions to our old lists of hubby
tweaker activities.......
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Saved
inillinois |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. Stay up for days at a
time frying brain cells.
2. Want my kid to sleep all the time so that I can be in the
basement smoking.
3. Stare out the windows all night long, swearing that I the DEA
agents are hiding behind trees outside.
4. Let men walk all over me.
5. Aimlessly wander through life with no hope and no happiness.
|
Time4
Change |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. Wonder what lie or
excuse I'm going to get hit with next
2. Worry where I stand financially
3. Worry where he's at and who he's "really" with or why he's 2
hrs late.
4. Anticipate the drama on holidays and before going on trips.
5. Spend time cleaning up the mess he left behind while in a
rage looking for his lost keys |
| kmb2006 |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. Give him money.
2. Spend what's left on frivilous things so I won't have money
to give him.
3. Pace around crying because it's 5:00 am and he's not home
yet.
4. Blow off my job spending too much time trying to figure out
where he's been and who he's been with.
5. Doubt my intuition. |
| TxTigger |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. Ignore my kids
2. Be mean to my mom
3. Care more about drugs than ANYONE else including myself
4. Have meth bumps and sores all over my body
5. And look like death warmed over me. |
eyes
open83 |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1.stop on the side of the
road to smoke pipes
2.lie,manipulate cheat and steal
3.emotionally and mentally abuse my mother
4.talk to rocks
5.hear voices and see thing
thank god for that hey... |
| Penel0pe |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1) get loaded with meth
or anything else
2) hide in my room from my kids
3) fight with my husband
4) Yell at the power company for shutting off the power AGAIN
5) Fit into any of my cute clothes
Quote:
3.search for missing items endlessly,
as the "undead" walking the earth in limbo until the spell
lifts.
SUZ - WTF IS THAT? Why does meth make you LOOK FOR STUFF? WHY?
did you ever find that you looked for stuff in this bent over
posture, at the waist, when you could PROBABLY stand up straight
and look for ... whatever it is that's missing? Have you ever
noticed that once you FOUND the "Missing Item," you lost
interest in that and started looking for something ELSE?
Even when I was tweeking I wondered about this - WHY DOES METH
MAKE YOU LOOK FOR STUFF?
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| katelin24 |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1- have a cloud hanging
over my head wondering when he's going to lose it and kill me
2- be afraid ( and I mean deathly afraid) of leaving the bedroom
at night because of what I may walk into.
3- raising my son alone, with no support financially, even
though my husband and I are married and living together.
4- being scared to go home from work because I don't know how
bad the night will be.
5- hating myself, my husband, and everything else because I
don't know how to handle what's going on. Because I didn't know
what was going on until after it stopped.
wow this was hard to write but I feel a little better now |
| still catest |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
Quote:
say that I'll be there in 5 minutes and arrive 2 days later
bubbington...I friggin HATED that!!!! Especially when it was my
dealer arriving 2 days later...but I was no different.
1. Shut my bedroom door on my kids' faces.
2. Spend all my time at work on the internet (or do I?)
3. Go to clubs
4. Be all sneaky & sly
5. Go days without sleep.
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| lax2 |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. Start off looking for
something, wind up cleaning under the kitchen sink as if I was
going to live there, or be in Better Homes and Gardens.
2.Misplace/lose my keys, wallet, drugs.
3.Make lists that I never follow up / and write letters of
accusations to my partner as to why hes against me... Then ask
him to read them, so hell see my point. OH How He must have
hated having to read that $#it!!!
4. Staying up all night to wash my car, go to Home depot to look
at Paint, Reorganize my records, Vacuum, and of course watching
the same old porn...
5.Treat myself and anyone around me like $#it... while thinking
that I was getting high and having fun...MuAHHHH! HA HA! HA!
...it's amazing that sometimes I think I really miss those
days... Today I much prefer eating, sleeping and calmly enjoying
each day...GREAT IDEA 4 a list Dave! |
ROSE
NINA |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1- spend houres shopping
2- trips to stores couple times a day
3- be late
4- steal
5- direspect myself |
Rubyy
2zday |
Re: Top 5 behavior changes since quitting meth
1. tear house apart
looking for... What was I looking for?
2. have sex for days
3. take thinks apart for no reason
4. "borrow" batteries from peoples' remotes, flashlights...
5. ruin all my relationships with family & friends |
